I understand your sentiments Tom, but I think you've done a lot more than you realise. Moving to another country, setting up a successful publication as well as a successful Medium course are significant achievements.

You're 28 and able to live on your terms. A lot of people don't get to say that at 68! I find myself questioning how much I've accomplished but when I look back now, at 31, and think to back to when I was 18, I've accomplished and done so much more than I ever thought I would.

Sometimes, looking at your life now, through the lens of your 18-year old self makes you realise how far you've come.